^ Once there was a girl with a broken heart.
(LOOK DOWN THERE!!) It took a little while, but she soon realized
it was for the better
it was for the better
All of a sudden, her eyes were opened...
The truth? The truth is I'm not starting 2009 with someone else - I'm starting it alone...but never truly alone. See, I have all these amazing family members and friends who love me purely, and truly, and always have. Even when it seemed otherwise, I never was truly alone. In fact, I cannot name one moment in my life when I haven't been. It's an absolutely phenominal feeling...to know that I don't have to be kissed as the New Year rings in, that I can celebrate Valentines Day WITHOUT a boy to celebrate it with (unless you count giving candy hearts to my brothers...), and that, truly, I can take long walks in the snow with really great friends. I figured out...through all of this...I figured out that I'm content with my life, not content with how my life was, not content with how it will be, but content with exactly how it is...right now...in the moment.
SO...here's the deal...
I LOVE MY LIFE!!!! I'm SOOOO thankful for what God has given me. I'm perfectly happy just being single, and that's ok...
but someday...I'll start the new year with someone wonderful, and someone new. I know he'll feel like home...it'll be like slipping on an old, wonderful, favorite pair of shoes.
I'll know.
:)
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